Reasons I Love You
- I love talking to you
- I love your cute laugh
- I love how you can easily lighten up my mood
- I love how well you understand me
- I love how I enjoy spending time with you even through a screen
- I love how fast you notice that I'm upset
- I love how calming your voice is
- I love your jokes (even though they're stupid sometimes)
- I love how you always like to ask about my day and listen to me yap
- I love your handsome face and body
- I love all your sides: your strong, weak, and sweet sides
- I love how you call me yours
- I adore the fact that I'm grateful to have you and be with you
- I love the fact you're my boyfriend
- I love how I can always tell you what's on my mind
- I love how you can handle how weird I am sometimes
- I love how sweet and calm you are
- I love the way you talk
- I love how you never judge what I say (sometimes...)
- I love the fact you're always on my mind
- I love how perfect you are inside and out
- I love and cherish all the memories I've spent with you baby, and I'm looking forward to the moments that we will be making together in the future. ❤️
- I love the fact I can call you mine
- I love hearing your voice right after I wake up every morning and before I fall asleep.
- And I love you in general, Simon. I love and adore everything about you. You're the most perfect boy ever and I hope you keep that in mind. I love you a lot, my sweet boy ❤️
Memory ♡
I'm so glad we met, my sweet boy. I really never expected how close we were gonna get in a short time, but I'm truly grateful for it and lucky to have you in my life. When we first spoke, I never knew you would be the person who I would hold such deep feelings for, but I'm glad it ended up being you. <3
My Love Letter
My Simon, I know I always tell you that I love you and I really say it lots of times, but I genuinely love you uncontrollably. No matter how much I can write or explain it, it's never enough. It really seems like it means nothing because I can't even explain or express how much I really love you. It drives me crazy how close we became in a short time, and it also makes me feel at ease because of how easily we understand each other. I'm so grateful for everything we spent together and did together and the things we went through. I know we went through lots of situations but I'm glad we talked it out because I really don't know what I would have done without you darling. But also we have lots of good memories and I hope we stay together and make even more memories together that we won't forget about.
You mean a lot to me. When I look back at myself when I was without you and realize how different I was, it makes me appreciate meeting you and think about how lucky I am to have met you and shared these moments with you. You changed everything about my life, Simon, you really did, and you changed it for the better. I can't tell you how lucky I am to have a boyfriend like you. Not only are you handsome and funny, but you have the sweetest soul ever—a soul that is impossible to dislike, and that's seriously one of the reasons I fell for you darling. You've become such a huge part of me and my daily life and I genuinely can't be grateful enough for that. You changed how I see the world, and I don't even know what I was doing before or how I was before I met you. I just know you made it better my love. You made such a big impact on me to the point sometimes I catch myself saying stuff that you say, doing stuff that you've done, or mentioning jokes that you've told me about (the bonus joke...).
You genuinely took over my mind, Simon, and I don't even know how that's possible. In every situation I am in, I always think about how you could have handled it, what you would've said, because I know how sweet you are and how well you handle situations. It makes me want to be exactly like you: a better version of myself. I always catch myself remembering our conversations over and over again, especially when I'm listening to a song that we both like. It makes me remember how lucky I am to have you and how happy you make me, and genuinely reminds me that you're my favorite person and will always be my favorite person, and I hope you know that. I hope you know that you're that one person I always wanna turn to no matter how hard things get. I'd rather get through them with you than be with someone else. It's always been just you.
And I'm not lying when I say how perfect you are darling because I know you doubt yourself most of the time. I see it and I know how you think very well, but you have to stop thinking that way baby because you're the most perfect boy in my eyes and the funniest, the coolest, and the most awesome guy ever. I'm so proud of you, my sweet boy. I notice the effort you put in, I notice the way you try to be better, and it's the sweetest thing ever. I truly haven't seen someone as strong as you, not only physically but mentally, and I notice all the things you handle on your own that you really don't have to carry by yourself. The world is sometimes really unfair towards you so I hope I could be a bit useful and lift up that weight off you. You genuinely amaze me and I know you've heard this from a lot of people, but it's true... you handle so much you're not supposed to and I'm so proud of you baby and of how strong you are.
It also makes me want to be right there with you baby, and I'm so sorry I can't hold you or hug you or give you my warmth when you need it, but I really try my best to make you feel that warmth through my words and not physical touch because it's really hard for me to be there with you and I'm really sorry again. I still want you to know I will always be here for you, my sweet boy, and I will always be watching over you—over your success and your downfalls. No matter what it is, I will always be by your side watching you slowly get up from your situations and I will try my best to support you in any way. So next time it gets too heavy, please put that heaviness on me too and let me carry it with you, alright baby? I know I can only listen and you think it's useless, but I really hate to see you in a bad mood my love. You know I'm not one to judge you; I am just the person who loves being there for you more than anything. It is not a burden to me at all. It is the best part of my day. Everything we have is what I cherish most in this life, and it's what I was very real about. Every time I said I miss you, every time I said I'd choose you, none of it was ever just empty words. I have never been this genuine with anyone before. I have never felt this sure about someone in my life. It isn't just that I love you Simon, I truly adore you my love...
I cherish every single moment we spend together, even when we are just doing nothing at all. You are the person I talk to the most, the person I trust the most, the person I enjoy being around the most, the person I laugh with the most, the person I love the most, the person that knows how to lighten up my mood in a second, the person who understands me, and the person who knows when to give me space, and I hope this never changes because I want this person to be you only, no one else. And I'm not even complaining; I genuinely love that my life is centered around you—in a way that I love you, in a way that my mind is filled with you. I truly do love your presence and everything you make me feel, and I'm amazed by how I can feel this much. You've helped me in lots of ways, such as my mentality and my capability of handling situations. Even when I'm upset or when I'm doubting my own self, you tell me things that I've never even noticed about myself. And I hope you know that my heart still chooses you every single time. It keeps choosing you over and over again without any hesitation.
You have been the person who made me look forward to waking up so I can send you good morning messages, to sleeping so I can say goodnight, and just looking forward to the next day so I can talk to you when we wake up in the morning or when we call later at night. You have helped me be a better version of myself. And even if you ever think you made mistakes or think you hurt me, even if you sometimes did, no amount of mistakes can make me unlove you. I know it sounds unhealthy but I really love you darling. Truly, no amount of anything at all can make me unlove you. You have only made me the happiest I could possibly be. Everything I have felt and everything I have said to you, it was all from a heart that chose you baby, even when I didn't know if I would be chosen back the same way. If I loved you loudly or quietly or too much or too honestly or too anything, just know that it was all real and meant from the bottom of my heart. None of it was ever wasted. None of it was ever regretted. None of it was ever said lightly. My feelings are rooted in everything we were and everything we still are. So here I am, still choosing you all over again just like I did when we first started.
You are a great man, Simon, and you need to see it from my eyes. I wish you could see yourself from my eyes baby; you would never doubt yourself ever again nor look at yourself in a bad way through my eyes. And I hope one day I'll help you see it. I am never going anywhere and I am never going to stop choosing you. I would choose you over and over again in every lifetime baby. So no, I don't only love you when you're okay, when you're perfect, when you're strong. I love you every day. I love you when you cry, I love you when you're upset, I love you when you're showing your weak side, I love you when you're mad or hateful, when you're grumpy, or when you're lustful. I love you even when you overthink. I love you no matter what you do or go through, my sweet Simon, so I want you to know if you plan to do anything just know I will be there for you no matter what it is. I know I'm a little pain sometimes, or maybe most of the times, but I hope you can bear with it. I genuinely love you my sweet boy, I love you from the bottom of my heart. My sweet boy, my very own person, my Simon <3. I made this because I can't really send you a card or write one, so I hope this will be filled with as much love as a card can hold and I want you to know you're the love of my life, no one could ever dare to compare to you my sweet Simon <3.
And happy birthday to the most handsome boy ever <3